Tonight is the most stressful night that I have ever had in life so far. Things are not really good on my side and evil jerks are taking opportunity to dampen the bridge that I have been building. I kinda of sick and tired such times when it doesn't take a month or so to build ya.... The place given was so horrendous to build such bridge when the fundamental are not the concrete ground but sea and disasters are on going stuff which prevent me from building. Furthermore existing material are not solid quality and have to source for better materials to bridge the gap. Dun I wan it too? Dun I wan it to be fast? I m battling on the ground daily like a mad woman but things just dun flow its way.

I have done it and I have been through it. Do you have to push me to such corner which I can't breathe everyday? Do you have to put me up and ruin me down?